2 YEARS GONE.

HI!

FIRST OF ALL.....


HAPPY NEW YEAR 2016!!!



Yaaaaaaaa I do know that I've been gone about 2 years or something. Trust me, it was 2 most hectic years in my life. I have to struggle everywhere and something like that while trying to change myself.





SO!

gue banyak banget cerita yang mau gue sampein ke lo blog. gue tau mungkin ga akan ada yang baca tulisan gue haha but anyway!!!! I got some recommendation for making your spare time feels awesum. (ga buat spare time aja sih. heeeeeeeeeee)

1. MUST BUY:
-DVDs
-NOVEL DILAN 1 DAN 2. Trust me it worth the price.
-LOTS OF SWEETS

2. PAMPER YOURSELF! it's a must. gatau ya gue ngerasa ternyata pampering ourselves itu penting banget somehow. entah.. kl bukan kita yg ngejaga badan kita, siapa lagi? am i right?

3. LESS EXPECT SOMETHING. yaaa you know it's kinda poor but hey! it's good, tho. kenapa? kita bakal usaha semaksimal mungkin karena dari awal kita gak expect something. tapi kita bakal berusaha buat gimana caranya goal kita tercapai. masalah hasil, tenang sajo. usaha tidak akan pernah mengkhianati hasil. #ANJAAAAY #PENGALAMAN

4. BEING ALONE IS IMPORTANT. tau ga sih terkadang berdiam diri bersama secangkir kopi(atau teh) sembari bertarung dengan pikiran itu penting! kenapa? entah dari pengalaman gue, itu membuat kita lebih mawas diri. kinda lebih tau diri. Kalo lo stress atau banyak pikiran, coba cara gue barusan.

5. LET GO OF WHAT HOLDS YOU DOWN. gue akuin ini T E R S U L I T. dan lagi gue jalani sekarang. heeeee. WISH ME LUCK!!!!



SO!!!(1)


there are lots of things happened in my life for this past 2 years (it should be, duh.) BANYAK BANGET SUPEEEEEEEEEER BANYAK yang membuat gue belajar, menempa diri gue lagi dan karakter gue.


dari mulai yang sedih, seneng, pait, manis, tegang(uuuuuuuuuu), dan segalanya gue udh pernah ngerasain. GUESS WHAT! gue udh ngerasain yg namanya 3 minggu ga pegang uang! tapi itu menurut gue seru karena sebelumnya gue selalu hidup serba ada. disitu pikiran gue terus bekerja dan membuat 1 statement yaitu..

"Walaupun ga punya duit, gue harus tetep bisa buktiin kalo gue bisa dapet nilai yang bagus ke orang tua gue." - thalia, 19 tahun.

Jadi lah gue usaha mati2an kayak org kerja rodi. sakit2an sih pasti (tapi ga kurus kurus) udah segala sesuatu gue coba sampe sampe belum setahun gue udah dirawat di salah satu rumah sakit Katolik di Bandung sebanyak 2 kali! hahaha langganan kita.butttttt! IT REALLY WORTH IN THE END.


GUYS........................*muka serius* *plays galau songs*
kalian tau kan kalo people do come and go.
inilah gue.
tiba saatnya gue harus let my beloved ones go.
tiba saatnya gue harus  melepas apa yang seharusnya gue lepas dari dulu.
tiba saatnya gue harus melepas zona ternyaman gue selama 5 tahun ini.
YEP. i was breakin up with him. 
it's too complicated. we got bored, we argue, we fought all the time. 
hey, 28. this song is for you.

"Ordinary People"

[Verse 1]

Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

[Bridge]

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 2]

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way

[Bridge]

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 3]

Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow 

 

 

This song really reminds me of u. anyway, wherever you are, pintu hati aku entah kenapa ga akan bisa tertutup buat kamu, pop. I do love you as my everything.

 *ends of galau songs*

Seiring dengan berjalannya waktu pasti selalu ada pelangi sehabis badai kan? *put rainbow emojis here.* disini, gue dkt sama 2 senior gue. Mereka berdua berbeda 180 derajat dari secara pemikiran, dan apapun. mereka sangat berbeda. Yang 1 idealis, yang 1 ikut alur. Yang 1 meledak ledak, yang 1 lebih memendam. yang 1 lebih terbuka, yang 1 lebih tertutup. But I DO love them AS MY BROTHER. (Yha, percayalah bahwa Big Brother Complex itu masih ada) TAPI ada 1 dari mereka yang bener bener bikin gue penasaran. *plays penasaran song by Rhoma Irama*

WAH! gila sih kalo sama yang ini penasaran tingkat DEWA. hahahaha ANYWAY! thankyou ya kaka kaka atas bimbingannya selama smt 3 gue jd bisa mencapai target IP huehe sayang gapunya foto sama kalian:(





AKHIRANNYA....

Ga enak ya ternyata jadi Holy Grail nya orang yang kita sayang?:)   

 

'sup yo!

hey ya 'sup bro! haha gatau kenapa jadi anak swaggy akhir akhir ini, okay lupakan. so....



WELCOME 2014!!!!!!!!!


ya udah gitu doang. semogaaaaaaaa.........
1. di tahun ini dikasih kekuatan untuk melewati rintangan
2. semakin mengerti arti hidup. *tsaah*
3. makin tegas nentuin pilihan. EAK
4. makin S A B A R :)))
5. gak males lagi. ingat UN didepan mata..........*berbinar binar*
6. MASUK UNDIP HUAHAUAHAUA AMIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7. and the most important thing is......... I wish God will grant all of my wishes above, amen.



An anonymous said, "Dreams won't work unless you do!" And I wish God will give me some magic power so I can do my dreams! Goodluck for chasing yours;)

Taylor Swift - everything has changed.

Hi blog! It's been soooooo long that I haven't see youur face~ nah kidding it's akon's song. But seriously. I haven't made a post since may. Kinda busy with my senior yr 'guess. Well it's not important now.

Yaaaaaaa as time goes by, there're lots of things that changed. And as we know, all of human beings do hate change, don't we? Ya whatsoever. Lots of things that changed my life now. Started from ma school life, ma family life, an even...my love life.

"Heyyy tell us your stories, we beg you..."

Well Indonesian must be like "mau banget apa mau ajaa?" Hahaha no just kidding I'll tell ya one by one. 

School-life

Well, since I'm in senior year rite now, I can't even waste my time again. My senior-year-time has taken my leisure time with its greediness. I started to deal with some annoying teachers, fake friends, unnecesary drama, and whatsoer that makes me uncomfortable *sigh* well who cares? 

"Everybody will hate you whatever you do so do what you want!" - anonymous.

I do agree with that statement. From now on, let's forget about everything and keep focus on ur destination.

"Where're ya gonna' go?"

Well thanks for asking;) I'm gonna go to Nutrition Science or Food Technology on Diponegoro University. Amin!

Family life

Well...... There's no significant change. Yaaa just be more tough than before If I saw my parents fought and be more wise to decide something. Thank God you gave me a strong and amazing fam(ILY) :)

Love-life

........every part of life is like havin a backsound, rite? Mine is The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved 

Have you ever hear that song? Nopr? You better listen to it now. It has a deep meaning. 

"but I'm too lazy to listen so please just tell us"

Well it's kinda... Hm... Where're we gonna start from? Ok got it.

It's all about a man that loved her girl soooooooo much and maybe would do anything for his girl. But meanwhile, the girl just broke their relationship up and yes the man can't be moved. Definetely, I'm soooo over with love songs yet confusion but I'm a bad hider so yaa I can't hide and deny that I'm........not....movin. 

You might be asking on ur mind who's that guy rite? Hahaha you won't believe me If I told ya.

Actually, he's an amazing guy I've ever known. He's so independent and protect you like your brother. But lots of people think that he's not the right guy for me. He's not good for me yaa whatsoever. 

But guess what? Those negatives can be despited bcs I love him so much. 

"So why were you break up this guy?"

Y r u soo "kepo"? Hahaha nah kidding. We were separated with distance. And I have to admit that I can't stand about it. I di hate distance. Besides, we're busy with our business 'guess. But hey, I'm still lovin ya 'till now. I feel soo comfortable with ya. 

I miss ya.

Soooooooooo how's my story? Good? Bad? Inspiring? No? Ok. Seeya!;)

It's a DILEMA!!!!!!

PHEEWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's been a long time since I posted my last entry. Lots of activities distracted me and forced me to do it. Well.. lots of story that I wanna tell ya but.. let's get started with the love one.... mihihi :$

Firstly, I wanna ask you something.
1. Is that wrong if we're having crush on someone?
2. Is that wrong if we feel jealous abruptly?
3. Is that wrong if we're having crush on someone but we're having partner?

Well here goes the story.......................

I feel like I'm comfortable with this guy. We chat, we share, we laugh, and we feel like we're having each other at that time. Untill someone come with his provocative words and he just messed our relation up. well, that was my fault too bcos I got easily believe with his words then yaa I made a distance. Poor me:")

Theeeen after a long time someone came to my life and changed everything. well, we were going steady but....... I can't fool my feelings. There's still a place for that guy. Yap, that old guy. The guy who was very annoying and very fun at the same time.

WHAT SHUD I DO?!:'(

Please, ini bukan kode. Ini bukan apapun yang kalian pikirin. "terus apa dong thal?" hmmmm jadiiii I'M CRAZY ABOUT MUSTACHE!!!!!!!!! ga tau kenapa ya tergilagila banget sama kumis. they're soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo adorable. anyway, I bought the earrings and the necklace too! "Thal, si eja kan dipanggil kumis!! berarti lo tergilagila juga dong sama dia?" YA GAGITUUUUUUUUU-_- gimana yaaa? jadituh.........there're 3 words to describe mustache. ADORABLE, ADORABLE, and ADORABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!:3>,< aaaaaaaaaaa lemme die in a thousand of mustache stuffs!

RANDOM QUOTES.

"LO ITU TAKEN SAMA ORANG YANG UDAH TAKEN." - @ardiannD

random

so............ Awalnya, gue ngerasa kalo SMA itu akan sedikit menyibukkan gue. Well, kenyataannya? gak sedikit menyibukan sih TAPI BANYAAAAAAKKK!!!!! *caps+ngomong di toa masjid*  hm sudahlah. Namanya juga lagi random;)



"Makin lo besar, makin lo dapet banyak masalah, makin lo ketemu dengan orang yang beragam."-unknown.


Yeaaaa pasti lo lo semua setuju lah ya sama statement ini, and SO DO I. emang bener banget sih, kita bakalan ketemu banyak model model orang. Dari yang asik, yang cool, yang two-faced, yang egois, yaa bahkan sampe yang PHP atau yang suka ngegantung hubungan*ups curcol* tapi yaaa beginilah hidup;)

Pernah gak sih kalian ngerasa kalo hidup kalian bakalan ancur gitu? Gue pernah loh. Gara gara apaaa gitu lupa hehe-_-v FYI, dari dulu sampe sekarang pikun gue gak ilang ilang:'( #okesip.

"Thal, lo tuh gak punya masalah ya? sikap lo dan pembawaan diri lo tuh kayak orang gak punya masalah!!"-seorang teman.Yeaaaa kalo dibilang gak punya masalah ya.... everybody has their own deals, rite? It depends on the way you handle it. Banyak yang bilang gue kipak atau segala macem tapi....... itu semua bener kok. yaaa simple sih, untuk apa lo menghadapi masalah lo dengan termenung, termengut, terngeden(?), whatsoever lah. Emang dengan lo melakukan kegiatan diatas itu masalah lo bakalan wuuusss ilang gitu? nggak kan? malah yang ada bikin hidup lo dan pikiran lo tambah ruwet. JADI TERSENYUMLAH!


"Maksud lo apa sih thal ngepost beginian? berasa Mario Teguh deh lo." Ya.... maaf deh namanya juga random...lo ngerti random kan?
"Random? itukan yang kayak keterbelakangan mental ituuuuu" ITU SINDROM *censoredbeep*
"Jadi sindrom susah deh suaranya harus tinggi." SINDEEEENN AAAAAAAAANNNN*censoredbeep*